song 234

 Song 234

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! :) Today's song is Between The Roses by SayWeCanFly! This song is really beautifully tragic. It talks about mental health and suicide, and it's all set to a very deep and very somber melody. So let's get into it! 

So there really isn't an intro on this song, we start with the first verse: "If you ever feel like I did when you slip between the cracks, maybe then you'll see how nothing stays in tact. And when my life is over maybe you can understand, that I planned everything, but nothing went as planned. It's nothing personal, I just want you to know. I tried to understand." The spacing on this song is a little odd, the sections of this song aren't traditional. So I'll do my best to go over each section like I normally do. He's explaining how he never intended to do this, but his mind was just too far gone to think rationally. The next verse: "You tortured me with the silence in your throat, and you tortured me with the stillness in your bones. You kicked the chair, from underneath my feet. You must have seen the noose made out of roses, that I wore to gurantee. That you couldn't go, that you would'nt leave me all alone." I feel like there's some physicological stuff to this batch of lyrics. The vocals on this song are also very somber in tone, and you can feel the hurt and pain, and emotion when he sings. The next verse: "Cause if you did, you'd see my body hanging just above the floor, beside a note to tell the world how terrible it was. To fall in love with someone capable of cutting out my tongue, of cutting out my, of cutting out my tongue." This part here, I think he means that he fell in love with someone who could render him speechless. Which is kind of sweet in a way. The chorus: "So did you just forget, or do you really not remember? The bullets that we took so we could stay alive forever, and did you just forget? Or do you really not remember? The poison that we drank, so that at least we'd die together." Referencing Romeo and Juliet here, I like it in the sense that we must have really cared for this person. Because he thought they would leave this world together. The instruments on this track are acoustic guitar, and violin I believe. The next verse: "It's comforting to fall asleep alone, and it's comforting because it's all I've known. If I should die, before I wake. I pray to God my soul will find a peaceful place, between the roses, between the roses. Because the earth is only pretty for so long. Between the roses, between the roses. You were the only one I'll trust to sing along, to sing between the roses, sing my song." This is explaining how, he wants the person he loves to tell his story when he's gone, which I think is a sad but also impactful thing. The chorus repeats, and I think this is considered the bridge: "As the sun went down, our hearts were heavy. We knew it was time, but I was not ready. To let you go, to say goodbye. To a love I thought would never die, you were quiet as hell, and you looked so sad. As I kissed your lips, with my regrets. In hopes that maybe we'd pretend, forever never had to end. La, la, la, la, la, la, la. La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la. That maybe we'd pretend, our hope had died, but our love's not dead." It seems like, he really didn't want to leave this person, but because his mind was just so full of dark things, we was overwhelmed by the whole situation. Suicide is a very powrful thing, and it can block out rational thinking. There's a pause after the bridge, it's kind of tease. Because you think the song is over, but then the guitar picks back up, and there's one last section of the song! "So grab your black umbrella, and make your way down to the graveyard. Where you'll find the tree to which I tied this rope. And nothing is for certain, that's the only thing I know. But I'm certain, that it's time for me to go. It's nothing personal, it simply hurts to know. That I will be alone." Not gonna lie, I have cried listening to this song, especially this last part. Such a powerful and emotional song. If you, or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts, please ask for help. It's one of the strongest things you can do, and I know it may seem like no one would understand, but I promise you there will be someone who will listen and help you. Nothing is worth ending your life over, you deserve to be here. You are loved, you are worthy, and you are amazing. 

That's it for this review, I really hope you give it a listen. And I will see you next time. Happy Listening! :) RAWR <3

song 233

 Song 233

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! Today's song is Unbreak My Heart by New Years Day! This is a wonderful band, and I really love this song! So let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this somber sort of sound. But it's not a very long intro, because then the first verse starts, immediately after that. "The damage is done, enough is enough. How do I break this cage of mistrust? Trapped by the flames, while burned at the stake. From every lie, my mind can't erase. It follows me like a ghost at the gates, that I can't forget, that I can't escape." Love the song writing here, very profound and very deep. The vocals are also really great here. The chorus: "How do I unbreak my heart? Reverse all the pain? Put the broken pieces that were shattered back into place? How do I unbreak my heart?" The instrumentals on this chorus, are paired so well with the vocals, they match up perfectly. Also the context of this song, is so powerful, I relate to it first hand. Being an autistic girl, I've been hurt a lot. For some reason I just can't seem to keep friends, or I don't realize when I'm being taken advantage of. I am thankful I have at least one good friend, even though we don't live in the same place, I still enjoy talking to her. But I've gotten my heart broken by people, who were my friends then I end up losing them. I always think it's me, that I'm the reason I can't keep friends. but like I said, the one friend I do have, I am very grateful for her. So at least someone wants me around. The second verse: "I know it still beats, this hole in my chest. I still mourn the loss, I still mourn the death. Covered in stitches, will I always be? Lost and forsaken, eternally." I feel like my heart is scarred too, it's why I have avoidant personality disorder. Because I've been hurt so much. I'm worried about it happening again, that I just avoid it all together. But I do have good people in my life, I have my wonderful family, my one good friend, and of course there's my crush. So I choose to focus on that. The chorus repeats, then we have the bridge: "Haunted by pain, I'll always be broken. Broken." I know, it's a bit of a short bridge, but still very affective in what is being said. The chorus then repeats twice more, followed up by an outro, and this outro has lyrics! "How do I go back to the start? Before it all fell apart? Put the broken pieces that were shattered, back into place? How do I unbreak my heart?" The last part is from the chorus. I love how this song arranged, and it really puts you in your feels. I love how powerful this song sounds as well. So to answer the question. You can unbreak your heart, with time, good people, good music, and moving on with your life. Living life, the way you want to, and finding someone who is gonna love you for you. No matter what that looks like, love comes in many forms. And it's also important to remember healing takes time, and there's no rush. 

That's it for this review, I hope you really consider checking this song out, and I will see you in the next one! Happy listening! :) RAWR XD <3

Song 232

 Song 232

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! :) I have another review for you today! The song I have chosen is Reprobate Romance by Blacklisted Me! Now I don't know a lot about this band, but this song was released in 2013 so a throwback for sure. I tried listening to this song before, but never really gave it a chance, today I listened to it all the way through, multiple times. And I have to say it's pretty good! So let's get into it! 

The intro has an interesting sound. We have this kind of sardonic soundwave, mixed with an electric affect. This brings us into the first verse: "You show me hell in the most beautiful light, your lies disguised as alibis. You know you're hell behind your beautiful eyes, a feeling I can't fight. (oh)" Interesting choice of words here, but I think they mean how someone can look put together on the outside, but inside fighting their battles. This is something they find intriguing about this person, they're singing about. The chorus: "We're just a falling star, we're just a broken seed. And when an ocean parts, will you wanna sink our dreams? I don't know what we are or what we'll ever be. So listen when you feel your heart skip a beat, (so listen when you feel your heart skip a beat)" The chorus on this is really catchy, and fun. I love the blend of voices, because I hear two different voices. But they sound really great together. I also think they're talking about listening to your heart, to try to figure what it's trying to tell you. Because one of them, doesn't know what exactly they are. The second verse: "You left me here without a breath or goodbye, you never even tried. (oh, oh, oh-oh) you saw me then I was so perfectly blind, a love I'll never find. (oh)" I know what they're saying here, it seems like they have been taken advantage of. I have definitly felt like this before. The chorus repeats, with a second part added on. "You're just like drawing scars and leaving hope to bleed, so if we fall apart, will I ever haunt your dreams? I don't know who we are, or what this means. So listen when you feel your heart skip a beat." I like this part, it sounds like they're saying. Will you ever care when I'm gone type of thing. The bridge: "Yeah, you said you felt the same. But now who's to blame? (You threw it all away) Yeah, you said you felt the same, but then something changed. (You threw it all away) Yeah you said you felt the same, but now who's to blame? (You threw it all away) Yeah, you said you felt the same. But then something changed (you threw it all away)" Again something I am all to familiar with. It's amazing how, things can change so quickly. Someone who used to mean so much, is now just a painful memory. The chorus then repeats a final time, with screaming near the end! That was a surprising twist, I loved that! The outro is kind of a fade out, which makes sense in a way. Considering the subject matter of the song. This track kind of reminds me of Sleeping With Sirens. It has that vibe. 

That's it for this review, I hope you consider checking it out, and I will see you in the next one! Happy listening! RAWR XD :) <3

Song 231

 Song 231

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! Today's song is Into The Ground by Seether! It's a newer song of theirs, and I absoultely love it! So let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this really steady drum beat, with a nice combination with the cymbols. This leads us into the first verse: "You're always afraid that you'll offend. But I'll never have an ear to lend, to keep you engaged is such a chore. And now that I'm older, I'm a bore." Now I'm not really sure what he means on this first verse, but I do however love how this is arranged. The vocals are very satisfying. The pre-chorus: "But now you're fading out, your mind is filled with filled with doubts." Okay, this part is more relatable. Because our minds lie to us all the time. But we need to remember to drown it out. The chorus: "So tell me how you bathe in glitter, and watch the city burn down. But stay unscathed as you deliver, the bodies into the ground." I really like how this sounds, the melody and the vocals all blend together perfectly. The second verse: "I'm always ashamed of things I've said, the terrible ways that I pretend. I'm wounded and jaded to my core, and I could do better that's for sure." I believe in wanting to be the best version of yourself, if you takes you a long time to get to that point, that's totally okay. As long as you learn and grow, and yeah you might mess up along the way. But as long as you remember who you are, and keep moving forward that's what counts. The pre-chorus, and the chorus repeat, then we have the bridge: "A whimper as your whole world comes falling down, you're just another spoke in the wheel. The cowering disgrace as we breathe it still, we'll breathe it still. We'll breathe it still." This part has some screaming on it, and I love that! I feel like it works really well with the tone of the song. This song kind of sounds like, 90s grunge. Which I am all for, but it also sounds modern at the same time. After the bridge, there's an instrumental part. Which is so epic, because we have that electric guitar in there. Which is really amazing. The chorus then repeats for a final time, and we have the outro, which includes lines from the bridge. "We'll breathe it still" is repeated three times. All while screaming. I think that's a really cool way to end this song. 

That's it for this review, I hope you consider checking it out! Until next time, happy listening! RAWR XD :) <3

song 230

 Song 230

Hi my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! I am very excited today, I have been dying to review this song, since I've heard the snippets of it! Today's song is Hello by Fatehartt! It's his newest song, and I am so ready to dive into this one! But before I do that, I have a little side note: I want to thank everyone who read the last review I did for him. All 38 of you, are awesome! I apprecitate it so much! Now, without further adieu. Let's get into this amazing song! 

Starting with the intro, we have this I think it sounds like a bass guitar, judging by how deep the sound is. I like the pattern on it. This is paired with the drums, which sounds really cool. Really draws you in. This leads us into the first verse: "Taste the poison in the air, spoke from the hands of billionaires. Oh no they don't care, plastic kings love affair. Take the high road, look away. Treating guns like God today. Price tag, your life's on sale. Bow so low, to a king so frail." I always praise Fatehartt for his songwriting, and this is one of those time. This song is about well, it's pretty much about the government. Now I'm in Canada, but honestly our government sucks just as much as the US government. So I can still relate to this. But I like how he captures that here, also it's set to a very nice sounding beat and melody within the verses. The pre-chorus: "Oh I refuse to live this life in misery, I won't. I live this life in the sun, I'm a loaded gun." I love his voice on this section, there's just something smooth about it. That last line, kind of makes me think about how Fatehartt is using his art as a weapon, for good. I love that, because art should be about making the world better, and showing people something that makes you think. "Oh yeah I should care about this, and I should want to understand more, but at the same time. Not letting horrible people and things rule your life, like the state of the world right now is awful. But if you only focus on that, then you won't get anywhere. It will keep you from living, and then you won't enjoy anything. The chorus: "Hello, hello, hello. Is there anybody in there? Hello, hello, you got no decency. Hello, hello, hello. Is there anybody out there? Out there, out there." I think what he's saying here, he's asking like is there anybody out there who cares about what's going on. I really love how Fatehartt manages to capture exactly how people might feel about certain situations, it's what makes him a great songwriter. The vocals on this song, are just incredible! I love how clear they come through, and the almost raspy tone of his voice, I am all for! The second verse: "Worship my machine gun, I'm alright. Pray to my God, you are wrong and he is right. Remember when he said, nuclear disasters, bastards, maters of illiterate hypocrisy. Oh who me? no, no, no, don't you see? I'm one of the good guys. This slice of life, a badge in honor." For me, I do feel like sometimes, people will use religion as a weapon. Which is absurd, and is one of the reasons why I chose Panethism, (It basically means the universe is my religion) And I feel like a lot of political figures do worship violence, and they can use that tatic to have fear over people. And then they use that fear as power over people. Of course this is just my interpretation, I'm sure other people will have their own, which is great! Everyone has different feelings on what songs mean for them and that's great! The pre-chorus, and the chorus repeat. Then we have the bridge: "I'll admit it's getting better, a little better. A little better all the time. I'll admit it's getting better, a little better since you've been here. Yeah-eah, yeah-eah, yeah, yeah, yeah-eah. (This part repeats a lot) Since you've been here." I like this part, because it shows how you can find joy even in a dark place. I would also like to point out the vocals again, because I love how much control Fatehartt has with his voice on this section. The up and down on the "yeahs" of the bridge is very satisfying. I don't know, if there is a direct connection for who he's speaking about, maybe its about us fans but again I'm not sure. The chorus repeats again, as well as the last part of the bridge. This is also followed by an outro, which I love. When songs have outros, I am all for that! This one has this mix of guitar and drums, and I love the way it sounds. 

A very deep and meaningful song, and also a very dynamic song. In terms of the lyrics, and the vocals and the instrumentals. I love the use of the bass guitar on this one, I think it fits really well with it. So please go check out this song, it is absolutely fanstastic! Until next time, happy listening, and I will see you in the next one! RAWR :) <3 

song 229

 Song 229

Hello my fellow music lovers, welcome back to the blog! Today's song is Not Strong Enough by Apocalyptica feat. Brent Smith! I've reviewed one of their songs before, they have a lot of guests sing for them. Which I feel is really cool, because most of their music is classical, with no singing. But still rock oriented. One thing I love about this band, is their use of cellos. Who knew cellos could be involved in rock, but it just sounds so cool! So without further adieu, let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we already have that soft cello sound. It's very soothing to listen to actually. This leads us into the first verse: "I'm not strong enough to stay away, can't run from you. I just run back to you. Like a moth I'm drawn into your flame, you say my name, but it's not the same." He's speaking about how it's hard to resist the person he's talking about. The pre-chorus: "You look in my eyes, I'm stripped of my pride. And my soul surrenders, and you bring my heart to it's knees." Sounds like someone has it bad for whoever he's speaking about, which I totally understand. The vocals on this track are so freaking good! I absoultely love how this guy's voice sounds with the instrumentals. It's like this song was meant for him. The chorus: "And it's killing me, when you're away. I wanna leave and I wanna stay, I'm so confused. so hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain, and I know it's wrong and I know it's right. Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind. And I'm not strong enough to stay away." I know for me personally, whenever I like someone. I tend to fall hard for them, my feelings can sometimes cloud my judgement. I feel like that's what's being said here, how our hearts can sometimes take control over our thoughts. I think that's what people mean, when they say people do crazy things when they're in love. The second verse: "I'm not strong enough to stay away, what can I do? I would die without you. And your presence my heart knows no shame. I'm not to blame, cause you bring my heart to it's knees." Yeah he is clearly in love with this person, but there is something holding him back though. Because he says he's not strong enough to stay away from this person, meaning that he still feels like he has to in a way? Maybe? I could be reading that wrong, but that's where my mind goes. The arrangment of this song is so beautiful, with the blend of the cellos and the drums. It sounds amazing! Also this may be considered, what the internet calls "Divorced Dad Rock" Which I think is ridiculous, can we just call it rock please? Anyway the chorus then repeats, and we have the bridge: "There's nothing I can do, my heart is chained to you. And I can't get free, look what this life's done to me." Interesting wording here. The chorus then repeats followed by the outro which is some words being repeated. "Strong enough, not strong enough, strong enough. To stay away. Strong enough, strong enough. Strong, strong enough. Strong enough." I think he's saying how this person makes him feel weak, like he mentions bringing him to his knees. So this person really puts him in the feels, which I totally get. Also with the outro we have this beautiful cello melody, I love how it draws out the song. It puts you back into that mood, of longing, and wanting to be with someone, but you know you should keep your distance, but still you can't keep away from love! Yeah, that's how it makes me feel anyway. Hehe. Really a beautiful piece of art, I highly recommend you check this out. 

That's it for this review, there's a song dropping this week, that I'm very excited to write about. So stay tune for that! Until next time, happy listening! RAWR XD <3 

song 228

 Song 228

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! Today I am revieiwing another song by Fatehartt! This song is called The Twilight Dancer! This song deserves a review, so let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this awesome guitar riff going on. It's really cool, and heavy. I love it! Then we also have drums thrown in there, which really sets it off. This leads us into the first verse: "Making the most of a bad time living out of your mind, there is anguish in my skin. Now you see we carry the flame, in our hearts we won't succumb to you." I think he's talking about how we won't follow the rules society puts on us, and I really like how he approaches that subject in this song. The chorus: "With all this time you choose, to suffocate your children. Of all the ways to take and all the rules you make, they sing to the twilight dancer." So this twilight dancer could represent a lot of things, or people. Or anthing that makes you feel like you're being oppressed or surpressed. I have reviewed a lot of songwriting, since I started this blog. But there's something about Fatehartt's songwriting that really pulls me in. I think it's because he puts his all into his work, and I know he enjoys it as well. I feel like you can see that reflected in his music. Plus he always tells a story with his songwriting, and I love that. The second verse: "Till the day we die let these ashes fly, never suffocate, it's never too late. Till the twilight dancer rings their bells. Never suffer in solidarity your stories we'll tell." I like that last line, it speaks about how we should stand up for what we believe in. The chorus repeats twice, because there's no bridge. So the third time the chorus is said, that's what takes the place of the bridge. Then the outro, is the second verse repeated again, but I like how it's arranged in that section. The vocals are drawn out, so you can really hear what he's coveying in his words. Fatehartt always sings with this passion in his voice, I asolutely love it! People have compared him to Gerard Way in the way that he sings, but I feel like Fatehartt's voice is just a little deeper than Gee's. Plus he has his own style when he sings as well. Then following up the repeat of the second verse, the rest of the outro is the combination of guitar and drums. Playing this really satisfying beat, as the song comes to an end. I love how this song arranged, and I would love to see Fatehartt do a full on acoustic album one day. I think that would be really cool. 

That's it for this review, please go show Fatehartt some love! And until next time happy listening! :) RAWR XD <3 

song 227

 Song 227

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! Today I am so excited to be reviewing Black Veil Brides new song Vindicate! So let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this almost circus themed tune. It reminds me of the music that's playing at the start of Motionless In White's music video for their song America. It's an interesting choice, but I kind of like it. As the intro goes on, that's when the beat drops. And it leads us into the first verse: "I feel the rage begin, boiling in my blood with all my pride and sin. Vindication always starts within. They say that we are born believing. And then they take your soul to steal you, I can feel my anger's driving me. I can hear your screams." So I'm not really sure what this song is about fully, so I'm gonna leave this song up to interpretation. But I really like the melody of this, it's very satisfying. In my opinion I don't think these guys have ever had a bad song, like I don't think there's a song of there's that I don't like. The pre-chorus: "I feel lost and loud, everything you say another sacred vow. Never let it go, until you drown." I like the flow of this part, it's very smooth. The chorus: "I know I'll never let it die, all of the memories burn through. And I'll fucking vindicate my life, and bury what's left of you." I can tell good song writing when I see it, and I know this means something I just can't figure out what. Also the screams on this track, are awesome! They seem to be going back to the earlier days, when they used to scream a lot more. And I honestly love it, I really like this heavier sound they have going on. The second verse: "I'm haunted by the ghosts of my own life, won't let them die." A short second verse, but still impactful. The pre-chorus and the chorus repeat, then we have the bridge: "Writing down my misery, the dark consuming me. Just another hateful beast, I cannot sleep. Writing down my misery, the dark consuming me. Just another hateful beast, I cannot sleep." The dark, almost macabre theme is really nice to see. From what we've gotten so far, I can tell this new album is gonna be amazing! The album drops on May 8, so be on the lookout for that. Then the chorus repeats, and the outro is the pre-chorus. But I like that, I like that there's an outro. Also of course Andy's vocals are always on point, they sound epic in this song. The music video for this song, is interesting. There's nuns and vampires wrapped up in it. I just don't like the editing on it, I wish it was one long continuous story. Instead of cutting back and forth to different scenes. But if you like it, then that's great. And if you wanna check it out, then please do so. But to sum up this song, I really like it. I can't wait to see the rest of the album, and I hope you check it out. 

That's it for this review, until next time happy listening! :) RAWR XD <3

song 226

 Song 226

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! Today I will be reveiwing Under The Knife by Icon For Hire! This is a very powerful song, and has a very heavy but needed message in it. So let's get into it! 

There's no intro, so we'll begin with the first verse: "This is the song, I'm too scared to write. But some of you, may need it tonight. Oh there you were, heart made of glass. Fragile little things, shattered too fast. Had to pick the pieces up, up, up. And that's why you first got cut, cut, cut. The devil drew you in, you didn't let it show. Didn't want the others to ever have to know. They you were getting hooked on up, up, up. And all you had to do was cut, cut, cut." So this song is about self harm, and depression, and self hatred. But it's also about, not letting that stuff get between you and living your life. I find the melody on this part very satisfying, and empowering. The chrous: "You carved a special place for your pain, so it came back to hurt you every night. You closed your eyes, and wished it away. Until you disappeared under the knife." This is talking about, how when the pain you feel is too much to hold inside, that's when you draw to cutting. Because sometimes, it's the only pain you can control. The second verse: "You knew the deal, no one gives a damn. Just another needy kid, sob story in hand. Keep your secrets covered up, up, up. We don't need another cut, cut, cut. But you couldn't hide, a heart made of glass. You pull yourself together, with all the strength you had. You were finally fed up, up, up. Finally had to scream enough-nough-nough." Sometimes you just can't take it anymore. The chorus repeats, and then there's the bridge mixed with the outro. This part is rapping, but I kind of like it. Which is odd, since I'm not a huge fan of rap. But something about this is different. "Listen, I know it's simplified from the other side. It's easy to gloss over all the messy reasons why. And it's easy to forget where you've been, I guess that's what the scars are for huh? When we were 15 we wouldn't dare let that shit be seen, but now it seems mutilations gone mainstream. I see you at my shows, scarred up from head to toe. Like there's no point even trying not to let it show. Cause we all know emo kids like to hurt themselves, too many feelings, and not enough self control. And I mean does this mess with any of the rest of ya? It's an epidemic and we're cool with it don't question it, but it bothers me our scars are currency, by which we're measured. Like let the records show who let it slip, and who held it together. Cutters and burners, and honorable mentions. Posers who cut themselves up for the attention! I don't care your intentions, I just want you to know. My self hatred never took me where I wanted to go, at the end of the day, yo uknow I still had to face. But I can pick up the pain, but I can't cut it away. And you know what else I can't do, is give you ten good reasons not to. I've racked my brain, with clever saying of all the things you ought to do. But you know  I think if there was something I could say, they would've thrown it on a brochure and sent you on your way. So I'll keep doing what I always do, drag my heart to the piano and make it sing for you. I'll keep doing what I always do, drag my heart to the piano and let it sing for you." I know, that's a lot to unpack. I think this was a love letter Ariel wrote to fans, telling them that she sees all of us, and knows what we've all been through. Now, I've never cut. But there is still one thing I used to do, and sometimes still do it. I dig my nails as far as I can into my skin, because it distracts me from whatever I'm feeling. I used to do it a lot when I was in school, because school made me so anxious. I still do it, if I feel really anxious or just really sad. I know it's not the same thing, but I do know what it's like to feel immense pain and wanting something to be in your control. I think Icon For Hire did a really great job with this song, and what they set out to do with it. 

I hope you consider checking this song out, I got a lot out of it. And if you are struggling, and if you are hurting yourself, or if you have self harm scars. I want you to know, that it doesn't make you any less than. If anything it makes you so strong. You also are not alone, I know it may feel like it at the time, but I promise you there is someone out there who knows what you've been through. Take care of yourselves everyone. And remember you are loved, you are worthy, and you deserve good things. Until next time happy listening <3 

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 Song 225

Hello everyone! Welcome back to the blog! Today I'm reviewing Intoxicated I Love You by SayWeCanFly, I think I reviewed one of his songs before. But that was a different time, and in a not very healthy relationship. So this song is very different from the other one I reviewed, instead of love, this is about a love lost, that wasn't that good. So let's get into it! 

There's no intro, so we'll just move into the first verse: "And here I thought we would just be talking, little did I know. We'd be taking chances in the closet, you get a little drunk. And you let a little loose, I might as well shut my mouth. And have a couple drinks too. You push me up against the wall, and I can feel your hips in the bitter-sweet movement of our lips. You whisper to me, I want you to be my first one and I want your first one to be me." So this starts off sweet, you know two people finding themselves, maybe it's love, maybe it's not. Who knows, I like how that's done. The pre-chorus: "We better find a room, as we stumble down the stairs. And everybody knows, but we know nobody cares. You shorten my breath, and you lay down on the floor. I remember everything but I forgot to lock the door." It seems like thing really did move forward from that first encounter in the closet, and now they're trying to find somewhere private. Again still relatively sweet, before the bombshell is dropped. The chorus: "And you my dear, are so sincere. With the way you're breathing, and your eyes are bright my chest is tight. We both know this isn't right, this isn't right." There's the bombshell, they know that what they have isn't right, at least not right now. The second verse: "We stumble through the door, and you're holding my hand. And all of our friends won't let us live it down, and I was so proud to finally be a man but little did I know. That this was nothing but a one night stand, oh." I have never understood one night stands, I feel like they're so messed up. To play with someone's emotions like that is just cruel, maybe it's because I'm ace, but yeah I just never understood them. The chorus repeats, then we have the bridge which keeps going throughout the rest of the song, into the outro. "Now you're screaming, I don't love you and I never did. You're just a number in my pocket so get the hell over it." This hit for me, for reasons I've mentioned in previous reviews. But it still cuts deep. I really love how this song can connect you to something like that, and the vocals are actually quite good as well. This whole thing I think is done on an acoustic guitar, which is really cool. It also has that pop punk indie kind of vibe to it, which is also why I was drawn to it. The music video was also really nice, I liked the storyline in that one. 

Really good song, I hope you check it out. And until next time, happy listening! :) RAWR XD <3 

Song 224

 Song 224

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! I finally have the motivation to write a review again, I am going to be reviewing Chemical Gods and The Muse by Fatehartt! Because he's my favourite person to write for, and I love him, and okay yes I'm obsessed with him! I think this song deserves a review, so let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this piano action going on. It's fast paced, but still melodic. Then we're hit with soft drums, and the combination of piano and drums is really nice. This leads us into the first verse: "It's the end of the world, all the papers say. Is filth and fucking disease, you're the queen of disaster baby. Don't ever fall to your knees." He's saying how, no matter how ugly the world seems and is, don't let it bring you down. I love that. The pre-chorus: "And at the end of the world, these mother f***** singing, hallelujah. As they pray to their Chemical Gods." Talking about how government officials are toxic horrible people, and how they try to preach about love and acceptance but it actually sounds more like hate. They're all hypocrites in that sense. The chorus: "Come one come all, welcome to the show. Welcome to the end of the world, I'll make damn sure we last." Fatehartt has such a way with words, like he's such a talented lyricist. I find it so facinating. (and attractive) uh anyway, the second verse: "Surrender, I can not. The grandeur, I found. Heart vendors, sacrificial. Lambs to the slaughter of the damned." I'm going to leave this part up for interpretation. The pre-chorus repeats, with a slight change in the lyrics. "So if we bleed, let this heart rage on." I actually really love that, it's saying how even if you're hurting as long as you're still here on this earth, you can make a difference. Then the chorus repeats, and we have a bridge: "We'll carry on with the soul of the muse, with these hearts and the scars of the soul. Carry me to whatever comes of my fate. Now see the ghost come back to me." Like I told you, a beautiful way with words. *sighs dreamily* The chorus repeats, with the outro being the bridge. And we have that piano action again, as it fades out. I love that! It sounds so good, I always appreciate a nice fade out. His voice on this one, is just so good! The tone of it, and the screams are perfect! You can hear the passion in his voice, and I love it! I'm in love with his voice. It's incredible, lovely, there's just something special about it. 

Please go check out this song, and his other songs as well! :) Until next time, happy listening! RAWR XD <3 

song 223

 Song 223

Hey everyone! Happy March! Welcome back to the blog! Today's song is Let Me Be by Escape The Fate. I think it's a really sweet song, and it deserves to be written up! (I'm kind of going through a dry spell with songs, so there might not be a lot of reviews this month, I will do my best though) With that said, let's get into it! 

There isn't really an intro, it begins with the first verse: "Let me be your first time, let me be your last. Celebrate your highs, and lift you when you crash. The only name you breathe. Let me be, let me be. Let me be your slow song, let me be your fast. The thought rolling off your tongue, your pocket full of cash. The dream when you sleep. Let me be, let me be." The melody for this one, is up beat and very fun. I also love the lyrics, I think they're very sweet and romantic. The chorus: "(Oh oh oh) the night you won't forget. (Oh oh oh) the words you don't regret. Your one and only. Let me be, let me be. (Oh oh oh, hey) your make a wish that comes true. (Oh oh oh, hey) the one you always run to. Your one and only. Let me be, let me be." So freaking sweet! He's basically saying that he will be whatever that person needs him to be, and I just love that! The second verse: "Let me be the secret you spill in the dark, that puts you back together. When you fall apart, the heart on your sleeve. Let me be, let me be. Your balance when you walk along the edge. The out from under when you're in over your head. The reason you believe. Let me be, let me be." I have someone to believe in again, and it's been the best! Someone who has helped my heart heal, and who makes me so happy! (Yes I'm talking about my crush lol) The chorus repeats again, then it's the bridge: "I gave you pests not butterflies, I know you suffer through the lies, you're still the only one for me. Let me be, let me be." Perhaps he wants to make up for past mistakes, depending on the severity of said mistakes. Maybe the other person could potentially forgive him. There's a really great instrumental part after the bridge, awesome guitar work there. There's a repeat of the first verse, with a repeat of one of the lines from the second verse. With a pause in the music, before it picks up again. The chorus repeats a final time, and the outro has this electronic fade. I like it, it sounds cool. 

Well that's it for this review, I know it's a little short. But this was all I had to say about this song lol, I hope you check it out! And until next time happy listening! :) RAWR XD <3

song 222

 Song 222

Hello everyone, welocme back to the blog! Today's review is Twisting the Knife by Ice Nine Kills ft. Mckenna Grace. This is from the new Scream movie, now I'm not a horror fan but I do love this song, I think it's very pretty. So let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this hauntingly beautiful siren call. Mixed with piano, and this heavier sound. Then we're into the first verse: "This devastation. Follows me, follows me, constanlty calling me. I can't escape it. Helplessly, helplessly (hung up on history) Face to face with deja vu, when the ghost in me is you." I like how this is arranged, we have Spencer and Mckenna switching back and forth with the vocals. It starts out really soft and haunting, which makes sense for what this song is for. Then it gets heavier as we get into the chrous: "Can you honestly promise me, I won't be left here to die? I'm screaming for my life because. Honestly I'm not afraid till it's me twisting the knife. So I'm screaming for my life again." I think they're implying that the killer is them, and they're afraid of what they could be capable of. Also Spencer and Mckenna's voices sound really good together! They blend so perfectly. The second verse: "This force of nature. Follows me, follows me, constantly calling me. The voice grows stranger. Helplessly, helplessly hung up on history. My grace, I'm right on cue. Make a scene, I'll make one too." I have a theory, I think that ghost face is inside their heads, and that's the voice that they're talking about. He's the one, saying these things inside their minds. Making them go a little crazy. And it just goes to show how poerful the voices in our heads can be. The chorus repeats again, blending into the bridge: "Barely breathig, violently shaking and bleeding. I buried the past for a reason. There's always more room in the grave, the grave, the grave." Buried the past for a reason, yup. The past is past, and my dad believes that the past doesn't exist. Which is why you can't go back. If some things are meant to be in the past, then that's where they should stay. Then there's an instrumental part, it has that siren haunting call again mixed with some drum action. Then the chorus repeats, and also the bridge repeats for a final time. The outro, has that siren call again, and at the very end. We have some vocals from Spener "(Honestly, I'm not afraid till it's me twisting the knife)" I think that's a cool way to end the song. I like this one, because it reminds us that we don't know what we're capable until put in certain siutations, and also how powerful our inner thoughts can be, and the affect it has on us. Very well done Ice Nine Kills, and I didn't know Mckenna Grace could sing until I heard this, she's really good! 

Very good song, and if you're a Scream fan, I'm sure you'll enjoy this as well. The music video is actually really good too. So be sure to check that out! This is my last review for this month! I will see you all in March! RAWR XD <3 

song 221

 Song 221

Hello my fellow music lovers, welcome back to the blog! Before I get into today's review. I wanted to tell you about my new dream with this writing music reviews thing. One of my dreams was to write for an artist, and I am so thankful to Fatehartt for making that dream come true. I look forward to writing another one for him again! My new dream, is to one day write a review and have it up on Kerrang's website! I would love to write for Kerrang one day! If you don't know what that is, Kerrang is like this thing for alternative bands and artists. They had magazines back in the 2000s, but I saw someone wrote a review for New Found Glory. And it was up on Kerrang's website. I thought, it would be so cool to do that one day. Okay back to today's review, the song I have chosen for today is Rearranging Scars by Sueco. This song is featured in the new Scream movie, Ice Nine Kills also has a new song in that movie. Now, I am not a horror movie fan. But I do love this song. I don't know a lot about Sueco, except for the song he did with Stand Atlantic. I do know he can sing. So let's get into the review! 

Starting with the intro, we have this heavy mix of guitars and drums and this eletronic sound that I can't quite place. But it sounds really cool, there is also a little bit of lyrics. "(I tried) I could try or I could say f*** it." This leads us into the first verse: "Can't blame my heart when my brain did it, my conscious way past the weight limit. Not fit to fit in or stay hidden, lost count of mistakes at eight digits. Retracing scars, constellation it. Replacing stars on the wraith celling. Speed racing bars, yeah, I hate feeling. Romanticize all the pain in it." Not sure how to analzye this, but I do like how the vocals are set up. The chorus: "I am so f****** sick of what I've become, if I was rearranging scars. (oh-oh-oh) I'd take what's most traumatic, make beauty out of madness. But there's no rearranging scars, (oh-oh-oh) I can't undo the damage, dig deep into the scratches. (I could try or I could say f*** it)" I kind of relate to this chorus in a way, and just musically it's satisfying. It's very catchy. There's a little instrumental part, then we're at the second verse: "Can't blame my heart when my brain did it, my mind is broke, I can't pay visit. My life's a joke, and God stay grinning. I thank the Lord that she made sinning. It hurts when I get pain withdrawal, plus everything got pain involved. I built too high, I'm made to fall. Don't sanctify my face at all." That part about pain being invloved in everything, is too true. Self-inflicted pain is honestly just as bad as when someone or something else causes that pain. I know it's a movie song, but it honestly runs so deep. I like that it's not our typical movie song or score. The chorus repeats, with some instrumentals thrown in there. There's no bridge, the chorus just repeats a final time. I would also like to mention the screaming voclas as well, very good screams. The outro is that same heavy electronic sound, which sounds similar to how Motionless In White use that method. I like it. So yeah, I think it's a really cool song, and even if you're not a horror fan I still think you would like this. Plus it's actually not that horror related, I think it could be an allegory for mental health, or even a metaphor. 

There's also a music video that goes along with it, I haven't seen it. But you should check it out if you get the chance. That wraps up this review, I hope you like this one, and I hope you check out the song! Until next time, happy listening! RAWR XD <3

song 220

 Song 220

Hello everyone, welcome back to the blog! I can't believe I'm at 220 song reviews already! Today's song I'm reviewing is Dismantled by Icon For Hire. I really like the message in this song, and thought it was really good to listen to. So let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this slow and melodic drum beat. I like the set up, it leads into the first verse a little bit, then the rest of the arsenal of instruments comes in. The first verse: "I'm skin on bone, you like to watch me fading, fading, fading. Still holding on, won't tell you how I hate it, hate it, hate it." The pre-chorus: "Oh, just one thing left to do. Got nothing left for you, but I will make it through, oh." This song tells that, even though you've been through a lot, and even though you're broken, you can stand tall and fight. The chorus: "Take my heart, go ahead and strip me for parts. Pieces have gone missing, no survival instinct. It's my life, let you use it up one more time. Leaving me in shambles, I'll survive dismantled." This tells us that, we can still survive and heal even though we may be in pieces. My healing journey has been long, and I'm still in the process of it. I've come a long way, but still dealing with some things. This song put things into perspective, and was actually very therapeutic to listen to. Also the music video for this song is pretty cool! So please check that out! After the first verse, there's an instrumental part. Which has that slow melodic drum beat again, backed up by guitar. The second verse: "Gone as a ghost, my suffering is wasted, wasted, wasted. I stay composed, but underneath I'm raging, raging, raging." That's how it can be sometimes, you go through a lot of emotions when you're healing. Rage is definately part of that, I'm still mad at certain things. But you also can't live your life angry, so you direct that rage into something more positive and healthy. The pre-chorus and the chorus repeat, then it's the bridge: "I send my regrets and you can keep the resentment, I will never forget you, now that I've learned my lesson. Spend the rest of my lifetime trying to unlearn your lies, only one of us is built to survive. I send my regrets and you can keep the resentment, I will never forget you, now that I've learned my lesson. Spend the rest of my lifetime, trying to unlearn your lies. Only one of us is built ro survive." And that someone is me, I am built to survive. Which is also why I loves wolves, because of how strong they are and how resilient they are. Wolves are fighters, if they can get through stuff then so can I! The chorus repeats one more time, there's some different lyrics on one of the repeats "And if you should ask for my dying breath, wouldn't know how to say no." I like the vocals on this part, very strong very powerful. Then we finish with that last slow melodic drum beat. I love this song, it makes me feel better. Makes me feel powerful, and I really think you should listen to it! 

That's it for this review, I will see you all in the next one! RAWR XD <3

song 219

 Song 219

Hey everyone, welcome back to the blog. Tonight I have a song, that was exactly what I needed to hear tonight. I was queueing up some songs, and Stay Alive by Andy Black ft. Matt Skiba showed up. I had never listened to it before, but I think the universe must have known I was struggling. So I left it in the queue, and I honestly love it. I'm gonna get a little personal with you all, I have a tendency to think I'm always bothering people. Or I think I'm annoying, and sometimes I feel like people don't like me, and I'm always worried I said something wrong. A lot of this stems from emotional trauma, I just feel like a burden at times. Music always helps me get in touch with my emotions, and this song put things into perspective for me. So let us get into this song.

Starting with the intro, it's Andy singing "Oh oh oh woah oh." A few times, which sounds really nice. This is backed by drums, slowly fading in guitar. This leads us into the first verse: "Your thoughts become your enemies, when you're locked inside this cage. Life can feel dead to me, and all that's left is rage. Regrets for all the time we wasted, thinking of ourselves. Holding on to pain you tasted. Living in this hell."  That first part is very true, sometimes my thoughts get all jumbled up and makes me think things that aren't true, and I feel down or feel bad. Also I kind of like how upbeat this song is, showing us how even though you might be feeling down, or hard on yourself, maybe this song talking about being in the moment can help. The pre-chorus: "Don't wanna go back home tonight, so I'll drive this road alone." A short pre-chorus I know, but still nice. The chorus: "Stay alive for the good times, stay alive through the bad. Stay alive for the hopes and the fears and the dreams, the best that we ever had. I keep telling myself I can take you from this God forsaken place, stay alive for the good times. Stay alive through the bad, oh oh oh woah oh, oh oh oh woah oh, oh oh oh woah oh oh. Stay alive. Oh oh oh woah oh, oh oh oh woah oh. Oh oh oh woah oh oh." Telling us to stay alive, and to deal with things as they come. This also reminds us, that the bad times won't last forever. And even if your thoughts are lying to you, tell them to shut up! Also very catchy chorus, and again very upbeat. I really like that. The second verse: "Your fear controls everything, never lets you turn the page. We end up only settling, for when we both felt sane. Reaching out for something, that you can't quite hold on to. Saying goodbye and starting over, when there's nothing left for you." Yup. That's all I have to say about this part. The pre-chorus and chorus repeat, and there's an instrumental part. No bridge, the chorus repeats again, with the last line at the end being "Stay alive." I think that's a great way to end this song, as a last reminder to keep living. Because the song is about holding on for the good days, and making it through the bad ones. 

A really helpful and powerful song. That's it for this review, I will see you in the next one. <3

Song 218

 Song 218

Hello everyone, welcome back to the blog! Today I'm reviewing Off With Her Head by Icon For Hire! They are a punk band from 2011, well actually I would say kind of scene punk as the genre. They still make music to this day, and I think they're really cool. So let's get into it! 

Starting with the intro, we have this really nice beat going on. Love the heaviness of the guitar, it sounds really cool. This brings us into the first verse: "I'm lucky if I ever see the light of day again, my skin is choking me, my feeble walls are closing in. This cell is filled with scholars easing me, they're teasing me. They told me so I didn't know the fall would be this easy." I really like the lyrics on this, thought provoking and raw. Just how I like it. The pre-chorus: "How long until it starts to do me in? I can't give out what I'm not breathing in. I know they'll come with what I'm owed, guilty as charged. My enemies belittle me, reminding me the penalty of all my deeds despite my pleas is death." This section here, is said quite fast. I like it though, it still fits in with the melody. The chorus: "I don't let go cause I don't wanna be this, I don't wanna be this. Death is mine I know. I don't let go, don't let go. Save your own, cause I don't wanna be this, I don't wanna be this. Death is mine I know. Don't let go, don't let go. Savior." This chorus is really catchy, and very dance worthy. I also love Ariel's vocals. (She's the lead singer) They're really nice on this track. The second verse: "Your way to life has only showed me what a fool I am, it serves the purpose of confirming I remain condemned. And I will ever linger on the edge, unless you hear me." Beautiful, and powerful all at the same time. Music should make you feel something, when real people connect us with our emotions in songs, that's how you know it's a good one. The pre-chorus and the chorus repeat, and there's no bridge. Just a little electronic sounding voice modification on the chorus after this really cool instrumental part. Then the chorus repeats a final time, with a little bit of an outro. And also the last note is drawn out, which sounds awesome! Then the instrumental fades out. The music video is also pretty cool, and you should check that out as well. 

That's it for this review, I hope you consider checking it out. Both the song and the music video, and I will see you all next time! RAWR <3

song 217

 Song 217

Hello my fellow music lovers! Welcome back! Today I have another song by Fatehartt! One of my favourite people to write for! This song is called fxking dread feat.Bisdonk. Now I have no idea who that other guy is, but I do like his voice! I think both of their voice blend very well on this track! So let's get into it! 

No intro, the song pretty much starts right away. So we'll start with the first verse: "The hole you left in my heart, got me wasted from the start. The hole you left in my head, got me wishing I was dead. There's no more tears in my eyes, they've all dried out for every star that dies. And I know life's not fair, from the times that you weren't there." So very emotional, and raw. I love songwriting like this! It's amazing! Musically this song is very soft, while also being heavy. The soft tones and melody really add to the theme of this song, and the story that is being conveyed. The chorus: "So many questions running through my head, so many answers that are left unsaid. You raze me down till all I see is red, so bleed me dry until I'm f***** dead." The emotional torment in this song, is something else. The vocals on this are also very soft, and heavy at the same time. The second verse: "The void you left the f***** dread, the pain you left in my f***** head. Stuffed it deep inside my heart, got my mental torn apart. These f**** tears in my eyes. Thought they dried out when the stars had died, you told me life's not fair. F**** my brains like you don't care." Holy crud, I can feel the pain in this song. The angst is just so freaking good, and so deep I could swim in it. There's no doubt in my mind, that Fatehartt is not talented, this man not only has my heart, but has my respect. The chorus repeats again, with no bridge. But there is an outro. "Ooh I feel the pain, I feel insane. Like tear drops in the rain, fade away another passing day." This is just pure perfection, raw emotional songwriting at it's finest! :) 

Ya'll should go check out this masterpiece, and I will see you in the next one! :) RAWR <3

song 133 Redo

 Song 133-Redo

Hey everyone, you may be confused about the number here. Well I am redoing song 133 because that song was an AI generated song. I didn't know it at the time, I was skeptical. It was hard for me to figure out it was. But looking back, I realized that it was an AI song. I should've known, because there was hardly any information about the artist. So now, I am making up for this mistake. And I am replacing it with an actual song, by an actual human. The song is We Don't Have To Dance by Andy Black (which is Andy Biersack from BVB solo name) I don't think I've ever reviewed this song before, so I figured this was a good one to do. I just want you all to know, this is not what this blog is about, I don't support AI artists at all. I just got scammed, and I was unsure. But now I know, and I will never review an AI song again. So without further adieu, let's get into this real song! 

Starting with the intro, we have this popping sound. I like it, sounds unique. This is then accompanied by guitar, bass. Leading us into the first verse: "Record scratch, Steve Miller Band. Tattooed necks and tattooed hands. Oh, how don't you drown in a rainstorm? Fresh regrets, vodka sweats. The sun is down and we're bound to get, exhausted and so far from the shore." I'm not sure what is being implied here, so I'll just continue on. The pre-chorus: "You're never gonna get it, I'm a hazard to myself. I'll break it to easy. This is hell, this is hell. You're looking and whispering, you think I'm someone else. This is hell, yes. Literal hell." Okay now this part, is talking about how we're our own worst enemy sometimes. And how we can be in our own personal hells, within our minds especially. The chorus: "We don't have to talk, we don't have to dance. We don't have to smile, we don't have to make friends. It's so nice to meet you, let's never meet again. We don't have to talk, we don't have to dance. We don't have to dance." Coming from my own struggles with social situations, I relate to this part. I have bad social anxiety, it comes from being autistic. So I get what is being said here, it's why I avoid certain social events. The second verse: "Bottles smash, I raise my hand. How can you all even stand it, why is there joy in this poison? Oh. Faking smiles and confidence, driving miles to capture this excitement. I can't take anymore, oh." I really love the vocals on this song, and honestly Andy's voice is smooth like butter. Plus I also love the melody, it's very catchy. And even though the song is called We Don't Have To Dance, it makes me want to dance. Lol. The pre-chorus changes slightly, near the end of it. "This is hell, yes. I am in hell." This part is confirming, that he's going through a lot. The chorus repeats again, with this awesome instrumental part. The blare of the electric, is pure perfection. There's no bridge, but there is a part when the chorus repeats, Andy holds a note for a little longer. It sounds awesome! Then near the end, the word "talk" is repeated, and the more it repeats the quieter Andy's voice gets. I like that it's his voice fading out, with the outro. It's a nice touch. A really great song, and the music video is pretty good too. If you want to check that out! 

That's it for this redo! I hope you all like it, and I will continue on with my current content moving forward. See you next time! :) 

song 216

 Song 216

Hey my fellow music lovers! Welcome back to the blog! Today I will be review Cold by Dark Divine! I quite like this song, and the music video is pretty cool as well! So let's get into it! 

There's a little part of the chorus at the beginning, so I won't write that until it gets to that part. The intro however is this really cool electronic vibe, mixed with traditional instruments as well. The first verse: "My words are contradictory, to everything inside of me. There's nowhere left to hide, when feelings creep into the outside. I never said what you did to me, because weakness is something that I never wanted you to see." That's very relatable, I won't say why. But I know what this feels like. The pre-chorus: "But you'll always be, a piece of my broken mind (that I can't leave behind) It makes me feel numb inside (slipping away this time)" Again, this is just talking about my trauma with my ex lol. But seriously, that's what it felt like for a long time. I love how they capture that sense, they also have very good songwriting skills in this band. The chorus: "You're so cold, whenever you're next to me. I start to lose hope. So tell me, do you hate me? These haunting memories, they're all that I can see. You love to watch me bleed. So tell me do you hate me? Tell me, do you hate me? Tell me, do you hate me?" It felt like this at times, especially when I felt like my emotions didn't matter. But I really did feel like, my ex never actually cared. Musically, I love how this is set up. The melody is very catchy, and the vocals are really on point. The second verse: "I hope that you are satisfied, by every single tear I cried. I couldn't breathe. And I didn't want to believe, that you would ever want to hurt me. Makes me feel like I'm not worthy, I feel so sick. I just want to finally escape this." I cried so much when I was with my ex, and I was so stressed when I was with them as well. My mental health was awful when I was with them, I just didn't realize it until it was over. They were never good for me, and I lost myself trying to keep them. The more I did things they wanted, the more I lost who I was. And that is something I really regret, but now that I've found myself again. I can breathe, I can feel things and know that it's okay. So in a way, I guess I did finally escape what I was going through. The chorus repeats, then it's the bridge: "You said you'd try to take the best of me, you meant everything you said to me. What's left if I hate the rest of me? You tried to take the best of me, you'll never take the best of me. You'll never take the best of me." No they sure won't, because I'm stronger now. And I know that I deserve better. The chorus then repeats a final time, with no outro. It's a really good song about a toxic relationship, and how they can affect you in so many ways. But it's always important to remember, that you deserve happiness, and real love in your life. Whatever that may look like. 

I hope I have convinced you to listen to Cold, and also check out the music video! Until next time happy listening! :) RAWR <3