song 45

 Song 45

Hello my fellow music lovers, I have some sad news. I recently got my heart broken, it hurts a lot they were my first love. I still miss him a lot, but I'm not gonna bash them or anything. Because that's not who I am, they actually are a good person. Just doesn't know how to be in relationships, at least romantic ones anyway. Maybe one day we could be friends eventually, it will just take some time. I wish them the best though. One of the ways I've been healing is music, it's always been there for me. This particular song, I sang out loud and it felt really good to get all these feelings out. The song is Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. I chose this break up song because I felt like it explained how I'm feeling right now, "because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk, because of you I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt, because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid." I am afraid, I'm afraid to trust anyone again. I'm scared to get close to someone again, it's really hard for me to trust people. I have a hard time letting people in, and I feel like everyone I get close to leaves. But I'm a fighter, I'm gonna get through this. I won't show my face for awhile, I'm just not ready. But I will be writing for a bit, because writing has always been therapeutic to me. So be on the look out for more of these. This song is perfect for getting out your emotions, and letting go. I also love Kelly's voice, and the tone is very soft. The lyrics really speak to me, it's just an overall great song. 

I hope you consider checking it out. Thank you.