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 Song 173

Hello everyone, welcome back to the blog! I just have to say that writing about music, is very therapeutic for me. This month has been hard in so many ways, and I'm just ready for a fresh start in September. So today's song is Loner by the very talented, and very popular YUNGBLUD! He's also very kind, and so sweet with his fans. I have found a few songs by him over the course of this month, and have really liked them! Plus the dude is a fashion icon! So without further introduction, let's review Loner! 

So the intro is also part of the chorus, which is fine. But there's a nice edgy guitar riff in there, which is right up my alley. Also the music video is very British, which I also love. I'm a bit of an anglophile, I really like aspects of the UK. Like the music, the architecture, the beautiful country side. I also love the accent. I'm not gonna put the lyrics from the intro in here because, I'd like to save that for the actual chorus. So we'll move on to first verse: "I got no one from the quiet life, no forced up smiles over tired eyes. Give me a taste of the riot life, cause I'd rather be a martyr than grow tomatoes. Keep the young between your teeth. You take the love, take the doves, take the self belief. Make your shoes look squeaky clean, if you want to be a leader, stop being a cheater." I don't think I'm gonna analyze the lyrics on this one, I'm just gonna comment when I want to, and also talk about the instrumentals. So on the verses, there's this almost rap like sound when he sings. Only you can understand it, also I love how you can hear his accent when it comes through. I think it's really cool to have that aspect in there, as well as regular singing. I'm not the biggest fan of rap, mostly because you can't always understand what they're saying. But this is pretty good, and it's that edgy punk vibe that I love. Next is the pre-chorus: "So bounce if you had enough, of the people you know. So bounce if you had enough, and just let go." I don't have much to say about this part. But I do love it. Next is the chorus: "All my friends will desert again, and I don't want to be a loner.(Na-na-na) In my head, I can sleep when I'm dead. Baby, don't let the hype delude ya (Na-na-na)" I think the background vocals work really well on this track. This chorus is so freaking good. The second verse: "Now lock me up in a riot van, as I hold my fingers to this old man. Cause he makes sure my future plans. (Became a time bomb, sleep with the lights on) Treating her better like a playground. Sugar coat distractions, to cover up their shade now. Hey, now! You better not let me out!" Then the chorus repeats again. Then we have the bridge: "You know what I mean, yeah. You know what I mean yeah, you know what I mean yeah. Do you know what I mean, yeah? You know what I mean yeah, you know what I mean yeah, you know what I mean yeah. Do you know what I mean yeah?" This part is just fun vibes. The pre-chorus comes back into play here, and there's an added lyric. "So bounce if you had enough, of the alter-ego." Okay, I'm gonna analyze a little bit here. I think what he's saying here is, sometimes being a rockstar can be an alter-ego. And I think sometimes a lot of artists forget themselves, they forget how they got to where they are now. But not Dom (his real name is Dominic in case you didn't know, little fun fact for you) He knows that without the fans, he wouldn't be where he is. I love that about him. So the chorus repeats again, as well as the vibbing bridge. There isn't really an outro, there is some background vocals at the end though. So yeah this song is really edgy, and fun, and you should check out the music video if you get a chance as well. 

Until next time, happy listening. 

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 Song 172

Hey everyone, my fellow music lovers/enthusiasts/fans. And everything else in between, when it comes to music. Welcome back to the blog! Today I have yet another Creeper song for you, yes yes I know, I may have a problem lol. They are just really good, and I love them! Ok, so the song is called All My Friends, it's a really pretty song. A little on the short side, it's only about 2 minutes and a number of seconds. But still a really great track. Now on to the review. (oh fun fact, Will and Hannah wrote this song together) 

No intro, it just jumps in right away. I believe this song is entirely done on piano, confirmed with the music video. Which you should also check out, because I believe that music videos aren't dead! The first verse: "Sex, death and the infinite void. The very thoughts we're taught to avoid, I breathe them out as you breathe them in. My rent a heart is overdue, I'm such a disappointment to you. We're thirty now, we should have thought this through. And at night, we get so drunk. We try to feel nothing at all." I'm not really sure what this part is insinuating, so we're just gonna move on to the chorus: "And all my friends, all my friends, all my friends hurt. All my friends, all my friends, all my friends hurt." I think they mean that, everyone is suffering. Which I totally understand, if you are struggling that's ok. It just means that this moment in your life, isn't great right now. I know there's light at the end of the tunnel, keep fighting, keep pushing, and stay alive. The second verse: "Each day I awake to the death of a dream, that I won't mourn, loss becomes routine. I'm breathing in to count to ten, my confidant, my dearest friend. I watched you grow as you watched me bend. Then cried myself to sleep again, now you drift in this reality. You lost your way, somewhere with me." Ok, this song is starting to make more sense. Some dreams you have to let go, in order to move on. Then the chorus repeats, and we have a little bridge: "Getting high has got us all so low, getting high has got us all so low. I'm so sorry if I failed you, you know I love you so." I don't really have anything to comment on, for this section. The chorus repeats again, then there's a little instrumental part, and then the chorus repeats a final time. I swear the vocals on this track are so raw, and emotional. There's some backing vocals from Hannah as well. I feel like that adds something special to it. 

Well, that's it for this review. I will see you in the next one, new music has been kind of quiet lately. But with the Ber months coming up, maybe we'll see more. I can tell you that the new Creeper album drops on Halloween! Very excited for that, I hope we have songs like this on it. I would love that. Happy Listening :) 

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 Song 171

Hey everybody, welcome back to the blog. I have another YUNGBLUD song for you today. This song is called The Boy In The Black Dress. I found it very moving, and just really open and raw. So let's get into it. 

The intro is interesting, it has this electronic sound to it. With actual instruments as well. Very nicely arranged. Bringing us into the first verse: "Jack punched him in the parking lot, he trembled as his face kissed the floor. Masculinity seems to hurt a lot, the first time that you feel it in your jaw." This part is probably talking about someone being picked on, and the bully's toxic masculinity comes into play here. After this verse, we have a little instrumental moment. First verse part 2: "Mr. Bawl expressed nail polish was for girls, confessed it right in front of the class. So he stood by the fence as the clouds threw up and wept, trying to chew off both his hands." This makes me sad, anyone can paint their nails if they want to, regardless of their gender. And to have the teacher, humiliate him like that. That' so wrong on so many levels. Poor kid. The pre-chorus: "You don't want to lie, no you don't want to lie anymore. About things that make you sad, things that drive you mad." Nobody should feel like they have to hide who they are, be yourself beautifully and freely. The chorus: "The boy in the black dress. How I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, I wish he was dead. The boy in the black dress. How I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, tell all of your friends. To drown him in misery." It sounds like, he hates himself. Because of what society has told him about what their twisted version of what being a man is. That's just not right. There's another instrumental part, before the second verse: "Nicki laughed and ran down the stairs, told tales about casual sex. Waltzing around in her underwear. She taught him things he'd never forget, those wholesome things he'd never forget." Sounds like he had at least one friend that was supportive of him, which is nice. There's on more instrumental part before the bridge/outro: "He tried to erase him by 24, because now he can't walk out the door. They all think he lied, but the Lord knows he tried. To be something that they all would adore. They hate what he is, and they hate what he's not. But hate is nothing new, you will see. From the grave to the cot, how I wish that I forgot. That the boy in the black dress is me." Such an incredible song about going through hell, and living through all the hate and the bullying, but still standing. Still being here, to share his gift that people tried to take away from him. The moral of this song is to always be who you are, no matter what anyone says. I'm trying to myself again, and it's a lengthy process. But I know I'll find that girl again, and I'll love her for all that she is, and all that she was. Please don't let negative people, bring you down. And tell you what you can and can't be. Only you can decide that. 

That's it for this review, and I hope you consider checking it out. Because it's really good to listen to. Until next time, happy listening.  

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 Song 170

Hello my fellow music enthusiasts, welcome back to the blog. I have another song by Creeper for you today, this song describes how I've been feeling lately. And it's just a really beautiful song. The song is called Crickets, and the woman in the band I believe her name is Hannah. This song is all her singing. So let's get into it. 

We start with the intro, it has a cricket sound track playing for a little bit. Fitting for the title. Then you have a melody, that is strummed slowly on an acoustic guitar. Really pretty, really mood setting. It's a very delicate sounding strumming pattern, like the strings are being plucked very carefully. I like that. Then we move into the first verse: "Baby, I'm sorry to call you so late. Oh, I forget I can't call you that name. Still make those slips all of the time. Don't when I'll get better, I think to the night that you handed me back. The records we shared and the life that we had, you said in that condescending tone. I'll never forget you." The don't know when I'll get better line is so on point with how I'm feeling. I know it will get better, I just don't know when that will happen. The chorus: "She's in your jeans, but I don't care. You were my dream, now my nightmare." They were my biggest dream, I had so many things I wanted to do with them. Now all those dreams are dashed. :( The vocals on this song are so good, Hannah has a little rasp to her voice. Perfect for rock, and for soft songs like this. The second verse: "At your sister's wedding I gave all that I had, your father was cold and your mother was sad. I thought to myself they were like you and I, when we last met. My love is a nail I can't pull out with pliers, the lovers I've had have been gaslighting liars. Don't know what that says about me, but I just give in. I mean it now, it's making me ill." I like that my love is a nail I can't pull out with pliers line, because when I love, I love hard. I give all of my heart, but sometimes that's not enough. The chorus repeats, and there's a little bridge: "So call me when you break up, as you always do. Can't promise I will pick up, I'm done with you." They say moving on is the hardest part, but I just can't let go. They were my first love, you never forget your first love. </3 There's another instrument in this song, I think it's a violin. I'm not sure though. Then the chorus repeats a final time, with a little outro. 

It's a really pretty song, and if you're also going through a broken heart. Go check this song out, it might be exactly what you need right now. 

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 Song 169

Hey everybody, welcome back to the blog! Today’s song is called Afterlife by Smile Empty Soul! A very great song, that we will now begin to review. Starting off with the intro, we have that dark post grunge sounding music that this band is known for. Very nice, sets the mood very well. Then we move on to the first verse: “Way too old to throw these fits, forces greater do exist. Stomach pains that bring about this feeling of despair. Focused on the in between, f*** this shit it’s all a dream. Back and forth is stressing me, it’s hard to even care.” I love deep songs like this. The pre-chorus: “Get in and shut the door, what are you waiting for.” Not much to comment on here, so we’ll move on to the chorus: “Turn it up I said, cause I never get tired of the radio running through my head. The song gets better man, every time I hear it. So play it when I’m dead. And play it at my funeral, so I can hear it in the afterlife, in the afterlife.” I can totally relate to the radio in the head thing. I swear my brain is mostly song lyrics at this point lol. The second verse: “Mission still a bit unclear, lock the doors and hide in fear. Pray to God we’ll live to be a thousand but for what? Everyday I think of this, weigh it out and take my risk. Waiting for the chance to say enough has been enough.” I totally get that. Sometimes you do just have to say enough has been enough. Whatever the situation may be, if it’s causing you pain in any way. You just have to say that “I’m done.” And then move on. The pre-chorus and the chorus repeat, then we have the bridge: “This fever rises with the heat, it’s getting harder now to sleep. This devastation, lost sensation, how’d this come about? And you crawled into my brain, but I know I’m not insane. This melody that takes me nowhere.” I don’t really have anything to say about this part, I just think it’s neat. Then the chorus repeats a final time, and there’s a little bit of an outro. The instruments have this fading effect, after the last line is sung. So to wrap this up, it’s a really great song. The melody is delightfully raw and beautiful, and edgy all at the same time. The vocals are just as powerful and impactful, these guys deserve more recognition. 

Well that’s it for this review. See you all in the next one :) 

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 Song 168

Hey everyone, welcome back to the blog! Today I have another song by Creeper to review. And for some news on my personal life, I started talking to my best friends again. So everything is good with that. 

Now for today’s song it’s called Darling by Creeper! Which as you know is one of my favourite bands so let’s get into it. 

There’s a small intro in the beginning of the song, it has a fast pace. Hitting hard with the drums, as well as the steady strumming of the guitar. Which brings us into the first verse: “You moved away, sadly not far away enough for you to stay off my mind. I took out an ad, in the lonely hearts section. It read, don’t come back.” I can relate to this so much, heartbreak is so flipping hard. But for me, if you really love the person and still want them in your life, then you do what you have to. I know that doesn’t work for everyone, but it’s an option. The pre-chorus: “But baby, now we know the world is ending. And there’s no point in us pretending, not to want to disappear.” I’m sure everyone has felt like disappearing at one point or another, although as someone who felt like that all throughout high school, I can honestly say, it’s not all it’s cracked up to be. The chorus: “Some days I lace my coffee with poison just to feel the hit. And I’ve been cheating death for years. So you’re leaving, I ain’t grieving. Cause darling we all die alone. You’re sick of me now, I can’t blame you. I’m sick of myself too.” I can totally understand self hatred, and that feeling of being numb. But sometimes we need to feel the pain, because it can make us stronger. The second verse: “Remember when we sat on bumper cars, at 3 am in the warm weather? Broken apart, but I thought we’d be better broken together.” I like this line, because it implies how you don’t need to go through this alone, two broken souls to heal each other. There’s no bridge on this track, the chorus just repeats three times, with an instrumental part in between. The beat is pretty much the same all the way through, which is fine. I still think it’s a great song. 

That sums up this review, I hope you consider checking it out. So yeah I will see you all in the next one, happy listening. :) 

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 Song 167

Hey everyone, I've been very emotionally fragile. I don't really want to get into the details. So let's just get into the review. Today's song is Never Coming Back by Villain Of The Story, I've reviewed them before. They are a really good band, and this song just spoke to me today. So starting with the intro, we have a nice rock melody going on. A perfect mix of guitar and drums. Bringing us into the chorus: "Why did I expect that you would stay, when all I did was give you reasons to leave me? I am begging you to please come home, cause I can't take one more night alone." So not to get too personal, but I have a fragile heart. I have a hard time letting people into my life, because everyone always seems to leave. For a while, I thought I was the problem. I felt like something was wrong with me. And even though, I'm not speaking to my best friend right now, I still appreciate that they stayed. So for this section of the song, I still feel like there's so many reasons why you shouldn't stick around when it comes to me. But I do have people who accept me for who I am. And that's a nice thought. The pre-chorus: "Why did I have to f*** this up? Where did you go?" Regretting some choices. The chorus: "I know that I was selfish, I know that I was wrong. I know that I'm a mess, but it kills me that you're gone. I need to hear your voice, I need to know that we're okay. Cause right now I'm breaking down. Knowing that you're never coming back. You're never coming back to me, you're never coming back to me." I felt like, my best friend was coming through on this chorus. Because my mind went to them, and how I'm not speaking to them right now. I wonder if this is what they're thinking, or maybe something like this. I do hope they're ok. The second verse: "I never trusted you, when I had no reason not to. I should have listened, I never knew what I'd be missing. I keep thinking, when I'm sleeping. That maybe you'll come back. But I know I'm only dreaming." I don't know what to say on this, so I'll just keep going. The chorus repeats again, and then there's an instrumental part before the bridge. There's also screaming on this track. Which is on the bridge as well. "I swear I never meant to hurt you, and you have my word that I'll never hurt you again. Again." This part too, hits me. I want to believe that, I hope when I'm ready to talk to my best friend again. They don't hurt me again, because I can't take anymore emotional pain. The chorus repeats a final time, there's no outro. The vocals on this track are also really good, I love how passionate the person sounds when they're singing. 

Well that's it for this review, I hope you consider checking this out. I'll see you in the next one, bye. 

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 Song 166

Hey everyone, welcome back to the blog! I have another Creeper song for you today! It's called Black Mass, I found it yesterday. So let's get into it. 

Beginning with the intro, we have this almost chaotic sounding drum beat. It's really good. Mixed in with just as chaotic guitar strum pattern, and you get a really fun melody. The first verse: "Now, Madeline, your friends don't understand the thing we have. You sit up nightly on the bed, leave the TV in the corner on. Sometimes you don't quite know what's going on, your mother swears it's in your head." I think they're talking about maybe having a dream, a pretty vivid one. The music video for this one will make more sense with that, because (spoiler) at the end of the video the girl sits up in bed, almost like she woke up from a dream. The dream being the band performing this song. The pre-chorus: "I sit outside your house, waiting." It's very short I know, but I had to include it. The chorus: "So can I come over? I'm not a dream that you wish you'd have, if faced the choice, you'd dream so coy of all the boys." So yeah this is deffinitly, about having a dream. Perhaps about the person you love? Maybe? hehe, anyway continuing on. The second verse: "Let me tell you now, Madeline, when you were young did you think we would wed? I always did, but never said. In the summer, in your favourite dress. When all your first loves left you such a mess, I'd come on over nonetheless." Aww, that's so sweet, so maybe this is about a longing love, a love that's been around for quite some time. The chorus repeats again, following with an instrumental part. Then we have the bridge: "Darling, I see you with those open sleeping eyes. In the night time under moonlight, under sweeping starless skies, now." This part is slowed down, in a very romantic tone. Even part of the chorus is in this slowed down mode. I swear Will's voice is so good! Then the chorus repeats a final time, and that also is considered the outro. Only the song just ends there. Really cool song. 

Please go check it out, and the music video as well, because I still believe music videos aren't dead. I will see you in the next one. 

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 Song 165

Hey everyone, welcome back to the blog. New music just keeps on coming, which is great for me. Not just because I love music, but because writing is a great outlet for me to get my emotions out. There's been a lot going through my mind, and just the world in general. But I'm not here to talk about that, I'm here to write a review on a new song. The song I have for you today is called X's For Eyes by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus! Which are famously known for their song Face Down, it's a really great song as well. So let's get into the review.

The intro on this track isn't very long, but it's fun and gets you interested. I would say this is more pop punk then just punk, which is nice. It has a fun and upbeat tempo, as well as tone, and the melody is very catchy. The first verse: "Hidden in the rearview, I see you. Everything you did, I did that too. Nothing you could say would change that, nothing you could do would break that now. You've been on your own so long, can you tell me if it's worth what you've been through. Nothing you could say would change that, nothing you could do would break that now." I don't really have much to comment on about this verse, so let's continue on. This is a little bit of a pre-chorus: "I know that one day you will see we all love you." That's actually really sweet. The chorus: "Do you want to be right, or do you want to be happy? Cause I'm scared you're gonna die, take control of your life. And wake up from all the bad dreams, you could end it all tonight. Everyone knows where this body lies, X's for eyes." I feel like this song is about caring for someone, who maybe on the path of self-destruction. The second verse: "Look into my eyes if you want to, everything you see there will be true. Nothing you could say would change that, nothing you have done will break that now." This line I relate to so much right now, there is so much I want to say to someone. But I'm so scared I'm gonna lose them if I do, I'm just so torn. But I hope that they can see, what I can't say by looking in my eyes. Because that's really where the truth lies, isn't it? The chorus repeats again, with some background vocals. Then it repeats for a final time, there's no bridge on this track. The cover art for the single is really cool. The outro is the instrumental fading out, which I like. I think that's very cool. It's a short song, but I like the message it has. 

That's it for this review, I hope you go and check it out for yourselves. I will see you in the next one. Happy listening. 

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 Song 164

Hello my fellow music nerds, welcome back to the blog! One of my favourite bands released a new song, so I am here to review it! The song is called Blood Magick (It's a Ritual) by Creeper! no that is not a typo, that's how it's spelled in the title. My person and I both love Creeper, they are the one who got me into this band. (I love you babes <3) So let's get into it. 

The intro has this choir like, sound going on. I love that, I really feel like this album is gonna be sick! There's also some lyrics in the intro. "Blood magic it's a ritual, the time has come to give your life for love." It also has this awesome guitar strum pattern, and drum beat. It's amazing. The first verse: "Megan wants to meet her maker, she wants to feel him in her soul, to taste below. And Robin wants to witness death, wants to feel him on her chest and on her breast. She whispers for Bathomet, Britney sits on the laps of strangers. Will you bleed for me? Whitney laughs at the boys in danger." So this is a bit of a sexual song, but that's not the primary theme here. Honestly the way this one is arranged, is very much like 80s rock but mixed with modern stuff. The chorus: "Blood magic it's a ritual, California infernal. The time has come to give your life for love, swallow it darling, drink the blood. Drink the blood." I feel like they have reentered, their vampire era with these new tracks. And if you look at their music videos, it has that theme. I'm gonna call it Vampire Rock. The second verse: "Violet wants a violent love to disgrace the lord above, a violent love. Lisa wants to live forever, she wants to see the darkness come. To watch him come, she moans for Bathomet. Faye laughs at the boys in danger, will you bleed for me? May bolts shut their burial chambers." Or coffins perhaps? The chorus repeats, and there's no bridge in this song. That has been replaced with an epic guitar solo. I cannot tell you how much I freaking love the guitar, and it's not just because that's my last name. It's literally my favourite instrument, (also my person plays it) and I love it when they just go to town on the strings. It's amazing! The chorus repeats again, with some clapping in the beginning of the last repeat. Love that, makes you feel like you're apart of it. There's no outro, just the last line is sung with the music cut, and then the track ends. 

That wraps up this review, I'm very excited for the album to come out. I feel like it's gonna be so good. I'll see you all in the next one :) Happy listening everybody! 

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 Song 163

Hey everyone, welcome back to the blog. Today I have a song that is really beautiful. It's called Zombie by YUNGBLUD, now I'm sure you probably know this song because it's been all over social media. But if you don't then, stick around and find out about it. I think it's a really emotional and lovely song. So here we go, let's do this. 

Starting with the intro, we have a nice slow guitar pattern. But then changes to a more, heavier sounding tempo. You pair that with the drums and the bass, and that makes for a mood causing effect. Moving on to the first verse: "If I was to talk about the words, they would hurt. They would hurt. So if you were to ask about the pain, I would lie, I would lie. To fix my mind, I need time. But it's running out, it's running out." I love how deep this song is, sometimes we just need songs like this. The chorus: "Oh, I know that I can't live without you. But this world will keep turning if you do. Would you even want me, looking like a zombie? Would you even want me, want me, want me?" I feel like this part here is implying that, would someone still want you if you weren't at your best. I like his take on that. The second verse: "We could catch a spaceship to the moon, but we'd crash. It wouldn't last. Because the world is just a figment of the fools. A blank stare, they don't care. So say your prayers, you're almost there. But it's running out, it's running out." I think some of that was the pre-chorus, but I think what he's saying here is the state of the world almost? I could be wrong on that, but that's how I see it. Then the chorus repeats, and there's no bridge. But there is another part to the chorus, that has different words. "Oh, I don't know what I'll turn out to be. But you'll love every moment, believe me." I'm not entirely sure what that means, but yeah. It's such a gorgeous song, so please go check it out. Also the music video from what I've seen people's reactions to, it seems very emotional. I haven't seen it, but you should check that out too. 

Okay, that's it for this review. Until next time happy listening. 

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 Song 162

Hey everybody, welcome back to the blog! Today's song is Stunner by World War Me. I had previously reviewed one of their songs, and really wanted to do this one. Because it's really fun, and catchy, and what pop punk should be. So let's get into it. 

There's no intro, so we'll begin with the first verse: "I've got too many problems, let alone the way you make me feel. You know I wish I could solve them, what's it gonna take to help me deal. You've got twenty one questions, without any mention of everything you thought you could conceal. And I've got too many problems, let alone the way you make me feel. Yeah I'm a bit of a psycho baby, I'm my own worst enemy. You keep me lit like a lightbulb, feeding off the pain and misery. Cause you were a bad B, I was a savage. Living off our own extremities, so we tick like a time bomb. Set to detonate eventually, little did I know. You were gonna get the best of me, God*****." It's a long first verse I know, but trust me it's really catchy. The way it's arranged it's really fun, it has like this beat that feels like there should be clapping on the track. The chorus: "Stone cold like a stunner, yeah she knows I'm a sucker for her. So bad but I love it, she could be the death of me. Cause I know that you're gonna, break me. And watch me fall apart. Just two faced lovers, waiting for the end to start." That's an interesting thought, I'm not really sure what it means, but I like how different that line is. The second verse: "I know that you hate me by the way you're pushing me away (away, away) Always try to degrade, take shots, clap back like a ricochet. (It's kinda funny how you ruin me) Cause you give and you take but you made the mistake, of not making it clear. And I'm struggling here, cause we fight and we f*** then we kiss and makeup. Yeah I think I've had enough dear. And I think I've had enough, it's all so senseless. I'm defenseless." That last part, slows down a little bit with the vocals. I love that. Also the struggling thing is real, (but I won't get into that now) The chorus repeats, bringing us into the bridge: "There's no point of faking a love so surreal, there's no getting better. (Then this next part of the bridge, changes the melody) First I think I'll drink Jack, then smoke, then yack. Then choke, on my vomit. Where I'll pass out on the floor, and you'll find me. Then I think that maybe just for fun, I grab my gun. And put a bullet in my head, this world's much better off without me." That's a dark thought I know, please if you're ever feeling like this, please don't be afraid to ask for help. Sometimes it's the bravest thing you can do, and also the strongest, even when you feel like you're at your weakest. Please don't hesitate to ask someone for help. So after that last line, they actually put in a gunshot sound effect. Which is kind if genius, but also scary if you're not expecting it. Then the chorus repeats again, ending with some background vocals. And a repeat of the last line "Waiting for the end to start." But slowed a little bit. Then the drums take one more little beat, and the song comes to a close. 

A really fun and catchy song, with some hidden messages here and there. A masterpiece. Well that's it for my first review of the month, I'll see you all next time. Happy listening.