Album Review
Hello everyone, welcome back to the blog. I ask you all to bare with me today, as I will be writing an album review! These are lengthy processes which is why I don't write a lot of these, but I thought it would be fun to do one, since my last one was last year! The album I have selected is Selfish Machines by Pierce the Veil! A little background on this album, it was released on June 22, 2010, by Equal Vision Records. And had the front man from A Day To Remember on one of their tracks. (Source is from wikipedia) I will begin the review now!
Track 1-Besitos
The intro has a crazy guitar riff, thrown in with the drums. There's also a lyric within the intro as well. "You're my favourite explosion." I love how it's drawn out as well. On the first verse there's some backing vocals, then the front vocals come in. "(The only real way to cure pain is to add a little more) (Because everything new distracts the old) A violin with no hands plays, symphonies with no words. (with no words) A drowning boy with no voice prays, someone up there's telling me. You'd better not get back up. I spit my heart into this red cup, better pick it back up, it might ruin your night (ruin your night)" I'm not sure what this song is about just yet, although I do love the lyrics. There isn't really a definitive chorus in this track, so I'll just put all these pieces together. "And she said, baby leave the water by the bed for later. I woke up without a single drop, I told myself. I'm tired of holding up your backup plans, go down your list and be satisfied. If all you have is not enough, (True love comes from more than just the heart)" I like the last line, it's true. I mean that's where a lot of love comes from, but it also comes from other stuff. I mean everyone has their own love language, so love can come from anywhere. Second verse: "She said paint a picture on me, throw your dress up and your heart away. Yeah, I heard what you said (no) a friend of a friend. These strangers at the party never paid, and if that doesn't turn you on. I'll keep talking till something does, as we're covered in sand, you roll over and smile (smile, smile)" This song seems to be a little bit all over the place, in terms of what it's about. So I'll leave this one up for interpretation. There's a new part, off of that part I said was a weird chorus. "And until that day, (that day) I'll steal you flowers from the cemetery, red roses. Red roses of the dead. How does it feel to breathe oxygen insider her head? So say it (say it, say) Say I'm in love. Cause you called me crying, (crying) crying (crying) from your job. Said you just got fired, and you don't have a backup plan. So don't expect me, to understand." I suppose this could also be the bridge. The part after this, is a little bit of a speaking part. "A diamond bullet and a gun, made of gold. She was covered in blood, last seen in San Francisco. Yeah, alright. (We all break down)" Then we're back to the singing. "Sometimes the bedroom walls, become my only friends. When they were there from beginning to end." The vocals on this one are awesome. There is also lyrics on the outro. "You know I've never held a gun in my life, but now I carry one around in case I see you tonight. Bedroom walls, oh, these bedroom walls. Oh, I hate what it tastes like." Then there's this instrumental part, that plays out. It's really cool, with the riffs in this almost chaotic pattern.
Track 2-Southern Constellations
This track is kind of an interlude, a filler track to move the story along. But it's still effective, and cool. It's a slow one, with light strumming. Here's the lyrics: "Please, keep chasing me. Your southern constellations, got me so dizzy. It's cold, but you pretend that you are warm with me. (warm with me) Before I get yo home, you're nearly frozen. (you're frozen) But I'll never let you freeze, without me. Oh, no." It's a short song, but it's beautiful in how it's arranged. Soft vocals, deep vibe. Love it.
Track 3-The Boy Who Could Fly
There's no intro with this one, it brings us right into the first verse: "It's time to take you home, if feels so early, but I promised I would bring you to your door. Now our lips are numb as we walk, sharing warm alcohol. That kiss tastes like summer, I hope you like the stars I stole for you. One hundred million twinkle lights in neon blue, I'll be the brightest someday. I'll be the brightest someday, I'll be the brightest someday. I'll be the brightest, you'll see. Don't rain on my parade, it's gonna glow in the dark. I like it better when you can't keep warm. Don't ruin a perfect thing, a perfect thing. The boy on the blue moon dreams of sun." The chorus might have been mixed in there as well. Vic Fuentes has a crazy voice, there's also this chaotic drum pattern. Next part: "Now as the rain falls like shattered pieces of glass from the sky, we bleed like water colours and drunken pastels down the stairways. And I ask myself why do I still pray? When will it end? And who f****** cares? I swear to God, I did what I could. I practically begged you, I pretended everything was fine. A soul sacrifice, an American nightmare. I'd rather be dead." No comment on this section. Next part: "I'll bet you money has you running to the bathroom, you barely started drinking, but your beauty never stopped you. You died in California by the sulfur and the sea, I guess I never should have loved you. But I do forever cause you loved me, and I break my glasses as I fall in the street. If you were gonna leave this world, how could it be without me? Now it's all over my tongue, and it still has no taste. Cause without you here there is no me." Awww, that's actually really sweet. Next part: "There's no me at all, sometimes love. Love dies like, dies like a. Love dies like a dog. (So why don't we just this once, take of itself?)" Than on the outro, there's some lyrics as well. "I'm losing a perfect thing, a perfect thing, a perfect thing." That part is a little heartbreaking, but is there really such a thing as a "perfect thing?" I mean I think that might be subjective. But I think in this case, he's talking about losing something he thought was special. Then the music fades out, in a slow melody.
Track 4-Caraphernelia
This is one of my favourite tracks on this album, the hook and the chorus are so much fun. The intro, has this fun upbeat element to it. Coming in hot with the guitar. Then it leads us into the first verse, which also draws you in. "Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night. (But there's just something about) This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy, licking your fingers like you're done. And you've decided there is so much more than me. (oh) And baby, honestly, it's harder breathing next to you, I shake. I brought a gun and as the preacher tried to stop me. Hold my heart, it's beating for you anyway." That whole verse, is so good! Then we have the chorus: "What if I can't forget you? (oh) I'll burn your name into my throat, I'll be the fire that'll catch you. What's so good about, picking up the pieces? None of the colours ever light up anymore in this hole, oh." I think I might have reviewed this song on it's own, but it's still a great one. And that's a wonderful question, what is good about picking up the pieces? Especially from a broken heart, I would know. Mine was broken for a long time. Second verse, which is also my favourite verse: "Nobody prays for the heartless, nobody gives another penny for the selfish. (You're learning how to taste what you kill now) Don't mind me, I'm just reaching for your necklace. Talking to my mom about this little girl from Texas." That first part is actually true, nobody thinks or at least should think about people who don't deserve money or some sort of good thoughts. The people who are abusive, and toxic. There's some other lyrics, attached to the second have of the chorus: "Just give her back to me, you know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need." There's also this section that I would call the pre-bridge: "So baby, what if I can't forget you? (What if I can't forget you?) Collide invisible lips like the shadow on the wall, and just throw, oh no. You can't just throw me away, oh." That part has screaming. Oh fun fact: This is the track that has the lead singer from A Day To Remember on it. The bridge: "So, what if I can't forget you? I'll burn my name into your throat, I'll be the fire that'll catch you. And what's so good about, picking up the pieces? What if I don't even want to?" Very true dude, very deep. Another line: "I'm better off to live alone." Now I don't really believe that, I mean if that's your choice in life. That's fine, but I don't believe anyone is better off alone. Then the outro, is a steady drum beat. With them asking the question "What's so good about picking up the pieces?" Which is a great one to end on, helps reach people's minds. Makes them think. There's also a little bit of an electronic sound at the end, with the rest of the instrumentals.
Track 5-Fast Times At Clairemont High
I really love this one too. The context is really quite mindful, and sweet. Intro: "I was saving (I was saving) I was saving, I was saving myself for you. I was saving myself for you. I waited my whole life for you. Without you, what's the point? (I was saving myself for you)" There is autotune used on some of these tracks, but it's not that much. And there's still real instruments. The first verse: "Tonight we'll be throwing a party (oh) Under the sunset, we started to drink (a little faster now) This celebration (oh) so many faces (oh) I say the words as the moon painted us blue." No comment. The chorus: "I've been saving myself for you, I've been saving myself for you. I waited my whole life for you, cause I was saving myself for you. (Now brother bring the beat back!)" That is really beautiful, and sad at the same time. Because he was literally saving himself for this person, and for some reason they just didn't think we was what they were looking for. Second verse: "Now hold on, this is innocent blood. All the beach boys look like sharks. (oh) Cause without you, nothing ever mattered. I scream and wave my arms, but you don't understand me. Now as I watch them feed on you, it's over. If I die, you die too." Now he's realizing that it can never be between them, which is so heartbreaking. Next part: "I just wanted one dance with you, and one night under the smoke alarm. Every single door in this house is on fire. (on fire) So melodramatic, but it turns me on. I close my eyes, it feels just like a movie. I'm convinced that we don't make sense, but I'd kill anyone who gets close. I've been saving myself for you, (oh) I've been saving myself for you. The sharpest thing I find for you." Then on the outro we have: "I saved myself for you, oh don't you know I'd die for you? I saved myself for you. Without you, what's the point?" Only that line is whispered, and then the music just cuts off. I love it.
Track 6-The New National Anthem
The intro on this track has some soft plucking of the strings, it's very cool. As well as this other sound, that ties it together. First verse: "Drag my hand behind you like a chain behind a truck, sparks over your carpet while I chase you through the darkness. Somebody's supposed to fall in love, but nobody even calls. Somebody's supposed to." I like how this part is put together. Next part, I wont label this part because I'm not entirely sure what to call this. "Tear this place apart until you find me hiding, silently I wait. You'll be excited just to see me someday, everything's okay." Oh ok, looking back at the lyrics, this is the chorus. That clears that up, lol. Next part: "Summer and gold throw their colours at the dark, a mother tells her son, darling look at the sparks. But you hold my attention without even trying, a beautiful reflection from firework eyes. But never means forever, desperation and hanging in the backyard at night." I'm not really sure what this song is about, I just like it. The bridge: "Love, don't forget to bleed so slowly. Haunted hearts we melt over the fabric of your floor, I'm holding her just like she's gold, but. I've been running from the sun, oh no, no. And if I ever catch the ones who hurt you, I'm hoping that God looks away this time. Why would I let you go?" I think I know what he's talking about here, he means that whoever hurt this person he cares about, he's gonna mess them up pretty badly. No outro on this track, the chorus repeats again.
Track 7-Bulletproof Love
This is my favourite song on this album, the moment I first heard it. I loved it. No intro, so we'll just jump right in. First verse: "I breathe you in with smoke, in the backyard lights (backyard lights) We used to laugh until we choked. Into the wasted nights (wasted nights) It was the best night of my life, but now I sleep alone. So don't, don't, don't wake me up. Cause my thrill is gone. And the sunsets turning red behind the smoke, forever and alone. Yeah." It's a great first verse, really draws you in. In this track the chorus shows up after the second verse. So second verse: "And you've gone and sewn me to this bed, the taste of you and me. (you and me) Will never leave my lips again, under the blinding rain. (blinding rain) I wanna hold your hand so tight, I'm gonna break my wrist. And when the vultures sing tonight, I'm gonna join right in." I would hold my person's hand really tight, because I would just be so happy to hold their hand. The chorus: "I'll sing along, cause I don't know any other song. Woah, oh no. I'll sing along. But I'm barely hanging on, no I'm barely hanging on. By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone, and now there's nothing to do. But scream at the drunken moon." This song is so fun to sing along with. The bridge: "This isn't fair (no) don't you try to blame this on me, my love for you was bulletproof. But you're the one who shot me, and god**** it. I can barely say your name, so I'll try to write it and fill the pen. With blood from the sink, whoah-oh. But don't just say it, you should sing my name. Pretend that it's a song, cause forever it's yours. And we can sing this on the way home." That's one of my favourite bridges in music, it's so fun. On the outro, there's also lyrics "And now there's nothing to do, but tear my voice apart. Nothing to do, and scream at the drunken moon." With "Yeah" Being screamed as the song ends.
Track 8-Stay Away From My Friends
There's some soft piano playing in the intro. Coming into the first verse: "Waking up your neighbors downstairs, I've been inside your bedroom a thousand years. And as you tie me to the bed for good I say, that I want you in the most unromantic ways. Louisiana, you're torturing me with a beautiful face. Ana, come on, I thought we had a damn good thing. A penny in the couch and a diamond ring." This is a very soft song, but very meaningful. The chorus: "So baby, stay away from my friends. Cause I need them to carry me when it's over, I'll count back from ten. And you can listen to glass hearts shattering." He's saying how, he doesn't want whoever hurt him to steal his friends away. Because he's gonna need them to help him get through this. Second verse: "I don't know how you got into me, down my throat and made a home in my veins. They used to be the rivers that would take us away, now you only call me every Christmas and my birthday. I still can't believe how you look next to me, just like a strip club bedroom scene." I'll leave this part up to the readers to decipher. There's a new part on the second part of the chorus. "And you can listen to something that you've never heard before. (Never heard before)" Then we have the bridge: "But you don't know what it's like, to wake up in the middle of the night. Scaring the thought of kissing razors, this blood evacuation is telling me to cave in. Stay away, away." I love the vocals on this bridge, and the lyrics so heavy and so emotional. Then there's the outro: "Just stay away, away. From my friends." Ending with the soft piano again.
Track 9-I Don't Care If You're Contagious
Now I find this song romantic, but not in the way you may think so. It has some fuzzy guitar sounds in the intro. First verse: "Bury me in the bedroom where I, I can sing you to sleep all night. Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time. Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side, I'd rather kill the one responsible for falling stars at night. Cause they fall all around me, the night can be deadly." Nice. Chorus: "And they'll never take us alive, (can you chase away the darkness?) To live and love and die. Last night she recited every reason she's fine, so if we're heading there together a the same time. You sing while I drive." I thought this song was about someone being physically ill, but now that I write this out. I think they might mean mentally. Second verse: "Move like a fugitive tonight, (dance on the ambulance) Cause I'd rather spend my life, vacations. In bed with you like drunken summer kites. And this is only a test, sober and scaring me to death." Oh, he really cares about this person. Next part: "And I don't care if you're sick, I don't care if you're contagious. I would kiss you even if you were dead. Would somebody make me go blind, for the rest of my life. Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand. And I don't care if you're sick, I don't care if you're contagious, oh no. Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life, cause I'd do anything, anything, anything." So romantic, so sweet. Whether it's mental or physical illness, if you really love someone, you risk being infected. Just so the other person can feel better. (I say that, but I'm a germaphobe lol the mental stuff I can help with some what though) Next part: "They'll never take us alive, cause I'll chase away the darkness. I'll live, and love, and die. I join the party for the recently blind. So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night. All night, I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one, from your skin. Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention. Kiss me while I drive." Then the song ends. I really like this one. So much depth and meaning behind it.
Track 10-Disasterology
The intro starts by the drummer banging the sticks together. Then we're hit with the beat. I wish I was better at figuring out the beat pattern, but I do my best. I learn by ear when it comes to singing, and this is pretty much the same thing. First verse: "I laid down, I drank the poison then I passed the f*** out. Now let me tell you about the good life, I have a million different kinds of fun. When I'm asleep and in a dream that I'm your only one." So he dreams about them together? I think that's what he's talking about here. I can totally relate to that. I dream about my person, sometimes. Chorus: "Can we create something beautiful and destroy it? Nobody knows I dream about it, this is my imagination." That's an interesting thing to think about. Second verse: "If you come over tonight we can travel through time, we can sleep on the ceiling and creep under black lights. I have a million different girls that hide under my bed, and when I let them out. They treat me right. Oh what a waste of a perfectly good, clean wrist. You were screaming till the police came." I know what this part means. I'm just gonna leave this part alone, in case it's triggering for some people. There's a bit more to the chorus, in this part. If every living thing dies alone, what am I doing here? If every living thing dies alone, what am I doing here? (F*** it!)" There's some existentialism going on here, like to see that. I question stuff about life often. The bridge: "If it's the end of the world, if it's the end of the world, you and me should spend the rest of it in love!" I completely agree with that, hey if the world is gonna end or there's gonna be an apocalypse. I would wanna spend it being in love with my person too. Then there's some instrumentals, and the song ends.
Track 11-Million Dollar Houses (The Painter)
No intro for this track. So let's jump right into it, with the first verse: "So what if I was just a painter, painting houses on the rich blue coast? Would you ever try to leave me, for somebody who deserves you most? Cause darling I am just a painter, I'm painting houses for the rich old folks. I'm gonna make a million dollars, cause nobody's gonna steal you no. For diamonds and gold, for diamonds and gold." No comment, moving right along to the chorus: "Cause I've broken bones for you, and for you only. I make money but we just can't keep this home, give me your heart and your hand and we can run. (We can run, we can run, we can run now) (We can run, we can run, we can run now)" I think this song is about doing everything for someone, like they would be willing to do anything for them. Second verse: "She's like a bullet through an ocean, I still remember how you moved so slow. You tried to kill me with your shotgun, Bang! Now we're even, we don't stop till someone's bleeding. We don't stop till someone's bleeding. I've broken bones for you, and for you only." There's another part, to this section. "I make money but we just can't keep this home, give me your heart and your hand. We can run, we can run, we can run, we can run now. We can run, we can run, baby, you're my hope." The next part of this I think is the bridge. "Permanently yours, sometimes the moon looks brighter than the sun. As times like this run up my wrists, she hates all of the guts and blood. Splash around with me, while we move like flames on burning sheets. Your doctor won't stop calling me (her medication) But baby, no, sometimes things. Don't work out the way we've planned, to live is just to fall asleep, to die is to awaken." That's true, sometimes things don't go our way. But that's ok, then you can make new plans. The outro: "Maybe we're meant to lose the ones we love, but I'll fight for you till then. And if they stole you from me, on my arm there's a tattoo of your name. I've broken bones for you, and for you only. I make money but f*** money, we want love. Give me your heart and your hand, and we can run." Money isn't everything, love is so much better than money. I think that's what this song is trying to teach. Musically this track is awesome, just the layout of everything and the vocals. Just perfect!
Track 12-The Sky Under The Sea
The intro to this one, is really fun. It does kind of sound like Besitos intro, only not as electric. The first verse: "I still remember the night, you tried to kiss me through the window. I tried to settle for the taste of touching glass over the sound of, answering machines. Because I love the way your voice, is says it's gonna get back to me someday. As I brace my knees, you hold me down with your eyes." The chorus: "And someday I'll drive, close both my eyes. We'll swim in circles in the blue lights, it's gonna be the best day of my life. And oh my God, you'll never be as beautiful without me. Beauty needs an animal to breathe. And baby you'll be alright, as long as I'm not. So do that dance in the dark, sharpen your teeth and bite as hard as you want." Not sure what this is about, so I'll just move on to the next part. "And I just want to fade away, into the sky under the sea. A million kisses underwater, as we walk into the ocean. (Ocean, ocean) Oh, no. And this is gonna be the best day (of my life) A celebration of an ending. Come on." Okay, now I'm thinking this song might be about deliberate drowning also known as suicide. So um, that might be triggering for some people. And if it is, you can skip this part if you need to. Or it could mean something else, this is just how I interpret it. Next part "And do you really trust your tongue, or did you bury the taste and is this fantasy real? Or is it all home made? And did you call me last night, just cause you couldn't get laid. Ladies and gentlemen, I introduce the selfish machine." That is a pretty cruddy thing to do. Like if you are calling someone, call them to maybe talk about issues. Don't call someone up for a well, for a quick session. Next part "(Yeah, that's f******* right) Do you think you're the only one (afraid) Do you think, you're the only one (afraid) Do you think you're the only one afraid of this machine?" There's a part in the outro "And do you see me at all under the tall waves, do you see me at all?" That part is sad, and also dark. But I can understand how deep and painful our emotions can be. Musicality really cool, it goes pretty hard through out. Until the outro, where it slows down. With some backing vocals.
Track 13 (Bonus Track) -Kissing In Cars
This is the last track on this album, and it's a romantic one! A perfect way to end this review! Its also a slow song, fitting for the context. Starts off with light strumming. Then we move into the first verse: "As we wake up in your room, your face is the first thing I see. The first time I've seen love, and the last I'll ever need. You remind her that your future would be nothing without her, never lose her, I'm afraid. Better think of something good to say but it's, all been done more than once. So I'll keep on trying." Already it's so sweet. The chorus: "Oh, God, don' let me be the only one who says, no. At the top of our lungs, there's no, no such thing as too young. When second chances won't leave you alone, then there's faith in love." Oh, my gosh how did this song know? Lol. But seriously sometimes second chances work out, and it's amazing. It might take a while to get to where you are with them, but in the end. They are worth it. And sometimes they don't work out, which is fine. You grow from them, and you move on. Second verse: "She was always the one, I'll repeat it again, the one. No such thing as too young. Red lights flash in the car, we're kissing in. Call me crazy, I've always tried to remind her. That the future's, just a few heartbeats away from disaster. I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away." So beautiful. Outro: "If you kiss me goodnight, I'll know everything is alright. Second chances won't leave us alone, won't leave us alone. Cause there's faith in love." It's just a beautiful slow song, and I can't help but sway when I hear it. Or think of my person.
I actually have this album on CD, and it sounds great when it's played in a CD player. Thank you all so much for joining me in this album review, I hope I encouraged all of you to go check this wonderful album. Final rating 10/10 highly recommend :) Until next time, happy listening!